Break-fast.

Oh, today it's the first day of Puasa. I'm happy that i puasa full day. Yeah. What happen in school? I've to finish up my presentation drawing. I've been doing it for 2 weeks plus and like finally mr lim accept it. Now, i've to work on my presentation board. AT helps me alot. Thanks, darling. In the first place, it was hard but i get the hang of it. Well, what can i say, i'm like a pro. Heheheh. It's kinda stressful in the first place as everything has to be done before 4pm. Panic mode is totally not on my side. I so called stress kan keciq about the presentation board. Nothing better to do lah. I'm so bored. Sorry keciq aku kasi kau stress tadi. Hehehe. Luckily, mr lim allow us to bring back home and finish up everything by monday. Will be staying up late again in school on monday. So, get ready.

Went back home with AT and nizam. We chat along the way. Although it was such a tiring day, none of them fail to make me laugh. Except for some people. Thanks to Mr lim for the Canadian Pizza treat yesterday. We (AT, nizam and i) had a very wonderful candle light dinner at the spiral staircase. Hahahaha. Cool shit perh. Siap ngan TV lagi. We're the last person to go back home, i think. But seriously, It was such a tiring day yesterday. Today was average. I just don't understand some people. Nak buat baek tak agak-agak. Hahahha. Let's give them a very big LOL. Lets' keep things real okay. Don't do dramas. Stop pretending and get this straight. Okay??

You need to know what's written:-
1) I don't need a dirty tagboard.
2) I don't need sympathy from anyone.
3) I don't need your comment(s).
4) I don't need your critics.
5) I don't need you to refresh back my memory.
6) I don't need anyone special in my life.
7) I don't do desperate things like some people.
8) I don't need love, concern and attention from anyone.
9) I don't need money to be happy.
10) I don't need enemies in my life.
11) I don't need pests!

Get to know me first before start jumping on conclusion.
Everyone knows that i'm a happy person. It's impossible for others to watch me cry for no reasons. I will NOT cry like a baby when something bad happen to me. I believe that friends is there with me through thick and thin. I don't "throw" friends like what's happening right now. I know it's hard to find one true friend who will always be there with you. I treasure EVERY single one of them. Eventhough we're not on the same "BOAT", but honestly, I tresure the friendship that i have with them this year. I would never want to lose them. I don't need to compare the first cliques and the second because i truly believes that each one of us have our own personal strength and weaknesses. I don't look down on people. I truly hate it. I will hate myself if i were to look down on them. I don't care whether you're rich or poor, you'll still be my friends.

And Yes, i believe that rumours makes me famous. I don't hate people unless people start hating me. I can be VERY mean sometimes but i won't show it. No one wants to see i blew off the good "weather". It's not fun. I've to say this. I don't have the strength to hold on to it any longer. After one problem, comes another. The sea is no longer peaceful. I don't think you people respect me like how you did the last time. Let me ask you this? Am i a toy to you? You can't buy me with money or throw me like i'm some sort of a rubbish! Everytime i look at you people, i feel like going there, straight to your face and slap you but i wouldn't want to. I respect you. You people don't feel how i feel. You people don't get what i'm trying to say and none will understand. Hearts? Broken. I don't mind you people keep on hating me, i don't care. I live life to the fullest. I enjoy being who i am. I don't need to fake it. I don't need popularity to survive. I know who i am. I don't need anyone to judge me. You don't have the right.

Maybe i make the wrong moves to stay. Keep on hating, i don't care.

My motives of saying this because i can't stand people around me. Stop being a bitch or slut or a dude with no life. I've got to say this. Stop dreaming and get up! Start living the real life. I've got no rights to tell you people what to do but please know where you stand. You can't always depend on people to do things for you. Start doing it yourself. There's no right or wrong in making the first moves. I was hoping that everything ends faster. I can't wait to get out from the hell that i'm living on to. After which, things will be the same. So, it's your choice. Be INDEPENDENT. Start behaving like your age. Come on lah. Grow up. Stop being a childish. Don't shock your life by doing things which you don't like.

p/s: i need a light for my life.